where am i???
Monday, October 20, 2008
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hallo gaara...
have u guys been 2 a place dat u guys have never been b4????
wat u guys will do if u guys got dat chance???hhhehe
well, aku ngah m'laluinya skang nie..hehhe jan jeles yer...
walopun tmptnya x r jau sgt or wat tp b'baloi boz...hehhhe ;)
b4 diz aku mmg x penah p beluran, den aku kn p cna 4 my pattym job...
den diz tym, oso 4 my pattym job aku kn p keningau....
n now, i'm here at keningau...hheheheh
mmg rs xcited ar coz p pat br, suasana br, udara br, pengalaman br, kr sumanya serba br ar...
aik, cm raya pla kn, yg b'serba br sgala nie...hahahah
2 ar yg bestnya ma pattym job aku nie, mrayau p pat br... sometink yg mmg aku sukaaaaaaaaa banget...hehhehe ;p well, bla berada d pat br nie, konfom probs akn timbul.. besa lar 2 kn???hehhe sdgkn duk uma sndr pun ada probs ni lg kalo pat len kn...
tp bla ada d pat br nie, kdg2 probs 2 krnya 1 cabaran tuk ko survive d pat org...
kalo ko leh face dat challenge, means d mn2 pun ko leh kn "campak" n d mn2 pun ko d "campak" ko pasti leh idup cm parasit..ha.ha.ha
x syok la kn kalo x probs, x trill org bilang...ha.ha.ha
sib bek la bndr keningau nie, kuang lbh jak yg d kk 2 jd x r terasa sgt masalah 2 timbul...
compare yg d beluran ari tue....huhuhuh tp walopun byk probs yg aku face tym d beluran 2, aku ttp proud wif myself coz aku b'jaya laluinya...heheeh ingat senang meh, kalo ckp myb ar... ko rs lu br ko tau mangga 2 masam ka masin...hhahahaha
INSYAALLAH d keningau nie pun, aku akn b'jaya jugak lalui... Amin.. ;)
aku x penah rs mnyesal coz kn d cni, hepi adalah... ingat senang kar dpt chance cm ni...ehheheeh
my real challenge will stat 2mrw where i have 2 find dat skul sndr n I got go 2 skul, oso sndr...hohooh len g kn jmpa org2 br yg i never know n see... da la aku nie jenis yg,,, adehhhh susah eh mo jd pramah ma org br nie..hoohohho 2 jugak salah satu cabaran tuk aku, m'jadi lebih peramah dgn org br..hohoohho i hate it coz its not me!!hohohoho tp pa leh wat.. sib bek only 4 1 week...heheheeh
wish me luck guys 4 2mrw.. ;p
sometink 2 share....
Sunday, October 19, 2008
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hallo again...hehehe (blk2 m'post... m'posttt trus...) borink bha, jd nie lar yg leh aku wat..hhhe td aku msk satu website nie, t'jmpa lar aku ma satu puisi yg aku rasa mmg bagus ar... jd, kiranya aku mo share2 ar ma korg puisi nie...hehehe
Tolong dan bantulah aku
Wahai Tuan Punya Dunia dan segala isinya
Tolong dan rahmatilah aku
Wahai Tuhan empunya diriku yang hina
Tolong dan redhailah aku
Wahai Tuhan Pentadbir Alam Semesta
Wahai saudara seakidahku
Tolong ingatkan aku andai terlupa
Terlupa bahawa diri ini ada yang punya
Tolong, tegurlah aku andai tersalah
Tersalah langkah membawa padah
Tolong, betulkan aku andai tersasar
Tersasar jauh dari landasan sebenar
Tolong, bantulah aku andai tersungkur
Tersungkur jatuh dosa melumur
Tolong, doakan aku agar kuat
Kuat semangat agar jiwa diikat
Tolong, doakan aku agar bertahan
Bertahan membina taqwa dan Iman
Tolong dan tolonglah,
Aku memohon Wahai Tuhan Maha Pengasih
Tolonglah aku hambaMu ini
Wahai manusia mengaku saudara
Tolonglah saudaramu yang berdosa ini!
So, how guys???
Bestkn puisi nie..
Disamping aku m'share2 puisi nie ma korg, aku sgt b'harap lar kiranya korg leh tolong aku mcm yg t'sebut dlm puisi 2.. kn teda manusia yg perfect but we can try 2 b perfect coz nothing is imposibble, rite...ehehhe
my febret song... ^^
Saturday, October 18, 2008
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hallo gaara...hehehe well, today i'm going 2 share with u my febret song...;)
we sing 2gtr eh..
Title : MY WORLD
Please tell me what is taking place
cause I can't seem to find a trace
Guess it must've got erased somehow
Probably cause I always forget
Everytime someone tells me their name
It's always gotta be de same
(in my world)
Never wore cover-up
Always beat the boys up
Grew up in a 5000 population town
Made my money by cutting grass
Got fired by fried chicken a**
All in a small, NApanee
You know I always stay up without sleepin'
And think to myself
Where do I belong forever
In whose arms, the time and place?
[chorus]
Can't help if I space in a daze
My eyes tune out the other way
I may switch off and go in a daydream
In this head my thought are deep
But sometimes I can't even speak
Would someone be and not pretend?
I'm off again in my World
I never spend less than an hour
Washin' my hair in the shower
It always takes 5 hours to make it straight
So i'll braid it in a zillion braids
Thought it may take all friggen day
There's nothin' else better to do anyway
When you're all alone in the lands of forever
Lay under the milky way
On and on it's getting too late out
I'm not in love this time this night
[Chorus]
Can't help if I space in a daze
My eyes tune out the other way
I may switch off and go in a daydream
In this head my thought are deep
But sometimes I can't even speak
Would someone be and not pretend??
I'm off again in my World
(lalalala)
Take some time
Mellow out
PArty up
But don't fall down
Don't get caught
Sneak out of the house
[Chorus]
Can't help if I space in a daze
My eyes tune out the other way
I may switch off and go in a daydream
In this head my thought are deep
But sometimes I can't even speak
Would someone be and not pretend??
I'm off again in my World
Can't help if I space in a daze
My eyes tune out the other way
I may switch off and go in a daydream
In this head my thought are deep
But sometimes I can't even speak
Would someone be and not pretend??
I'm off again in my World
di bawah nie pla, video dr muvee korea The Sad Love Story...
Suma family aku ska tgk muvee nie coz ceta dia mmg best siot ar..
Korg da penah tgk kar muvee nie??? Kalo yg da penah tgk 2, amcm???
mmg bestkn muvee nie??hehehe
x syok ar kalo aku mo c ceta ma korg..ha.ha.ha
bek korg tgk sndr ar br bestt..hehehe
17hb 2008, THURSDAY
Thursday, October 16, 2008
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hallo gaara... well, today i'm going to story 2 u wat i've done today n de day b4...ehhehe hmm today i'm going 2 college, kunun2 mo p wat FYP aku n met sir bryan... mmg aku p met sir ar, pas2 siap fotostet sumtink g..heheheh tp aku x lar wat FYP aku..haahahah mmg da d agak pun, like other day... ;p today oso i've met nana, she juz coming from Klinik Luyang do her medical chek-up... she's getting big u noe..ahhaahah sowie na... i can't help it.. den me, nana n jen going to cp watch muvee.. v ol watch THE HOUSE BUNNY... syok eh diz muvee... funny, klakar, gila-gila n sumtink yg sewaktu dgnnya lar..hahahha pas tgk muvee v ol pun go home but den its raining...hohohoh wat can i say, cuaca d malaysia nie mmg cmni... forgot 2 tell u, wen we eating at Mc'D coming 1 girl n ask for 1rm.. v ol juz say no n ignore her.. on tuesday pun wen me n karen oso mkn at Mc'D, v can c there were 3 boys myb around 10 or 11 years old were really bz collecting sisa mknn org from McD n KFC.. v ol juz watching dem... first, 2 of dat boy looking ol over inside KFC, who's finishing eat den they ol will go 2 dat table n looking 4 fud.. wen they got some fud they'll give it to de 3rd boy dat waiting outside dat premis.. den dey ol go at McD, n do de same thing like at KFC.. sibuk tul dorg tau, b'lari p kfc lar pas2 p McD g... kalo ada air yg masi b'sisa dorg letak dlm cup yg paling besar n sisa mknn 2 dorg letak dlm kotak bekas kfc...hoohho pny dorg hepi kalo dpt mknn... i've notice dat no 1 care n notice wat they've done.. after they ol think dat myb de fud is enough od, they go 2 tangga yg dkt ma MCD 2 n share de fud among demself... syok tul dorg mkn smpi guard yg jg 2 blk2 da halau n siap b'diri sblh dorg g tp dorg wat derkk ja coz k'syokkn mkn... can u imagine dat??? i've never noe n never seen some1 do such thing wOo... kalo d ng len myb lar dat situation is familiar od wit dem, but here??? in MALAYSIA??? hellloooooo... r they really desperate 4 fud??? r dey really hungry til dey do such thing??? r they really dont have fud at their own home??? or r they really 1 2 eat dat fud n cannot afford it so they do such thing???hohohohoh myb coz they tink dat they ol stil a kids so no manner for dem 2 do dat... tpkn wat dey did is juz...... u know sometink dat shouldn't happen bha here in M'sia...hohooh n u noe who'z dat kids??? dorg 2 ank2 pendatang.. don't u tink dat its m'malukn u noe if foreigner or outsider c ol dat drama...hhooho myb diz is 1 de keburukan pendatang til M'sia blk2 wat p'hantaran blk p'dtg p ng asal dorg...hoohho sometimes mmg mnyedihkn gak ar coz dlm keadaan ng yg makin m'bgn nie still g ada yg t'paksa m'cr sisa2 urg tuk d mkn... tp wat they parent do wOo till they children do like dat??? xkn ar parent dorg nda bg mkn kn???hohoohho den, if u c a situation like dat ko akn rs ko 1 2 help dem tp 4 me lar kn,,, if org 2 still g sihat walafiat, ada tgn, ada kaki, lengkap anggota bdn sgala aku xkn tlg if dia wat cm 2, like dat kids lar or being beggar... its not dat we nie jenis yg kdukut or x mo tlg org or wat lar kn tp 4 wat u 1 2 help dem woo... de ol masih boleh bha p cr keja yg b'sesuaian n live much better drpd being like dat...hohooh if we help dem, give dem money or wateva of coz dorg akn asyik m'harap bantuan org len sdgkn dey ol sgt b'kemampuan untuk m'dptknnya sndr dgn usaha dorg bha...hohohoo mcm ari 2, tym aku lalu d dkt BNM ada lar sekeluarga pengemis nie(oso pendatang), mum n 3 kids... dey ol asyik m'minta wit evry1 yg lalu overder... den ada lar satu org gadis nie yg tampau bek ati(myb lar) dtg bg dorg duit... after dia bg duit, budak2 2 p g tgk2 bakul plastik yg dia bw den she pun bg lg lar roti yg ada dlm bakul 2...hohooh aku xnya kesian ma pengemis 2 tp aku kesian tgk gadis 2...hohooho myb she's really have such a kind heart or wateva tp 4 me we x ptt tlg urg2 yg cm2...hohho its not dat aku mo bg ajaran sesat ar tp isk3 mmg x ptt ar... bia ar dorg b'usaha sndr bha tuk cr mkn cm org len gak... kalo org len leh idup dgn cr mkn gn tnaga sndr, why not dem???hohoohoh mmg ALLAH swt m'galakkn umatnya tuk saling m'bantu tp xnya m'bantu umatnya yg x mampu m'bantu drnya sndr...hohohhooh renung2knlah n slamat b'amal...(eh!!! cm penah ja ku dgr soun2 nie...hahahhah)
TOLONG SAMPAIKAN PADA SI DIA.....
Monday, October 13, 2008
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Tolong beritahu si dia aku ada pesanan buatnya..
Tolong beritahu si dia, cinta agung adalah cintaNya..
Tolong beritahu si dia, cinta manusia bakal membuatnya alpa..
Tolong nasihati sia dia, jangan menyintaiku lebih dari dia menyintai Yang Maha Esa..
Tolong nasihati si dia,jangan mengingatiku lebih dari dia mengingati Yang Maha Kuasa..
Tolong nasihati si dia, jangan mendoakanku lebih dari dia mendoakan ibu bapanya..
Tolong katakan pada si dia, dahulukan Allah kerana di situ ada syurga..
Tolong katakan pada si dia, dahulukan ibu bapanya kerana di telapak itu syurganya..
Tolong ingatkan si dia. Aku terpikat kerana imannya bukan rupa..
Tolong ingatkan si dia. Aku lebih cintakan zuhudnya bukan harta..
Tolong ingatkan si dia aku kasihinya kerana santunnya..
Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia mula mengagungkan cinta manusia..
Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia tenggelam dalam angan-angannya..
Tolong tegur si dia, andai nafsu mengawal fikirannya..
Tolong sedarkan si dia. Aku milik Yang Maha Esa..
Tolong sedarkan si dia. Aku masih milik keluarga..
Tolong sedarkan si dia, tanggungjawabnya besar kepada keluarganya..
Tolong sabarkan si dia, usah ucap cinta di kala cita-cita belum terlaksana..
Tolong sabarkan si dia, andai diri ini enggan dirapati kerana menjaga batasan cinta..
Tolong sabarkan si dia, bila jarak mejadi penyebab bertambah rindunya..
Tolong pesan padanya. Aku tidak mahu menjadi fitnah besar kepadanya..
Tolong pesan padanya. Aku tak mahu menjadi punca kegagalannya..
Tolong pesan padanya aku membiarkan Yang Esa menjaga dirinya..
Tolong khabarkan pada si dia. Aku tidak mahu melekakan dia..
Tolong khabarkan pada si dia. Aku mahu dia berjaya dalam impian dan cita-citanya..
Tolong khabarkan pada si dia, jadilah penyokong dalam kejayaanku..
Tolong sampaikan pada si dia. Aku mendambakan cinta suci yang terjaga..
Tolong sampaikan pada si dia,cinta kerana Allah tidak ternilai harganya..
Tolong sampaikan pada si dia, hubungan ini terjaga selagi dia menjaga hubungan dengan Yang Maha Kuasa..
Tolong sampaikan kepada si dia kerana aku tidak mampu memberitahunya sendiri...
Hanya Engkau Ya Allah mengetahui siapa si dia...
Moga pesananku sampai padanya walau aku sendiri tidak mengetahui siapa dan di mana si dia...
Wallahualam...
today...
Monday, October 13, 2008
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today??? wat so special bout today till i 1 2 write somthing bout it here??? hmm today, me n karen(my fwen) hang out, shoping, ronda2 til bery tired den go home... after dat, v ol having a small party at my house.. juz 4 a close family... outsider x invited..ehehehh so bz wOo coz it's me yg buy ol de bahan2, prepare dat fud, serve our guest n me oso de 1 yg eat lots of it...hahahha after finish evryting, i go up n read novel.. one of my fevret long2 tym ago n till now..hehehe cuma br skang g aktif2 ckit bc novel.. tajuk novel yg aku bc ialah BIARLAH RINDU INI BERGUGURAN by AZIRA AHMAD... d terbitkan oleh CESB.. kr wokei gak ar story dia... its about a guy dat rely hate pompuan coz 4 him pompuan hanya menyusahkan, melecehkan, merimaskan n suma ar yg sewaktu dgnnya... Wen muncul heroin dia nie, dia benci banget ma cewek 2 coz dat gurl jd musuh dia dlm claz n sport... But den he feels something with a girl dat he know thru her poems... Dia call dat gurl "Riang-riang" coz dat gurl b'nm RIA... Diz gurl kiranya dpt mngubah ar pendirian dia thru gurl melalui p'bacaan sajak2 gadis 2... But den, that guy do not know bahawasanya RIA n heroin 2 is de same gurl...hehehehe u guys rs pa jd??? can he trima dat fact??? is he n her falling in luv???heheheh
my stowie
Friday, October 10, 2008
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hallloooooooooo.... huh! lm da erk aku nda post here.. well, b4 diz aku mo post gak tp account aku ada prob ckit lar...hehheh br skang aku dpt post someting over here... skang nie still g dlm bulan syawal kn, so SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI aku ucapkn...heheh

stowie raya aku??? diz year we ol 1 family blk beraya d kg kat sandakan.. sound syok tp actually x syok pun.. mmg syok ar coz dpt jumpa suma family tp yg nda bestnya x urg len g yg aku knl kat cna kcuali family aku jd mmg x syok ar coz x uma aku mo p beraya...hohohoho aku juz beraya d uma n uma sblah nenek aku pas 2 p kuburan pas 2 blk uma tido..hohoho mmg x syok kn??? tp aku stil g dpt duit raya.. nda caya??? btl!!! aku pun x caya nie..hahahha tp 2 ja la yang syoknya...hheh 120rm jugak lar duit raya aku..hehhehe
" ni ar kazen2 aku yg aku jmpa d sandakan"pas2 raya ke-2 aku blk cni dah... wah!! lega nie coz blk uma sndr.. tp skali smpi uma, maci aku pla wat kenduri kawen... bz lagi.. amcm jugak, tym org mo p beraya, tym 2 jugak mo p tlg org... tp skali majlis tue aku kn suh duk dpn pat family dekat..hahahha cm x caya nie coz aku mn ar penah duk d front seat, lg2 kalo dlm majlis2 yg cmni...hahahah lawak eh.. pas2 soknya br ar aku p beraya ma member2 aku...
" ni tym km d uma faezah"kr km beraya sakan gak ar coz ntah brapa byk uma yg km p tibai...hehehe smpi perut tu kalo bleh b'ckp kn musti dia suh km berenti...hahaahha tp raya diz year p'jlnan km d kurg kn coz ada uma member yg km x p, dorg blk kg.. kalo raya last year dkt jam 12am or 1am kar kalo nda silap aku br km blk... tp raya diz tym dlm 9pm 2 km blk dah..hehehe nda sangka pla raya diz tym dorg ijul ma roy join km.. ya ampun, sakit perut aku malar tawa owh oleh dorg.. ada2 ja cita dorg.. dari dorg gak ar aku tau yg shazila anak sapi 2 dah kawen n ada anak dah... isk3 nda ku sangka eh.. pas2 rozley pun mo kawen dah, kalo nda silap ujung bulan nie d cptang.. InsyaALLAH, kalo dpt p mo jugak aku p... member lama 2 boz..ehehhe mcm2 cita yg aku collect raya diz tym tp mostly cita dorg 2 sal dak2 km yg da kawen...hhoho kalo last year, suma cita sal d mn da dak2 km 2 smbg skul or mnganggur ka... tp diz year pla, cta sal kawen... aku agak2 la kn musti next year 2 dorg cta sal anak2 g..hoohoho well, gni ar kalo sumanya pun da besar... cta pun b'tukar2 dah dr thn ke thn...heheheeh member kamceng aku pun, InsyaALLAH kalo bukan Dec nie myb nx year dia kawen... Alhamdulillah, dpt ar aku "abg ipar"...hahhah xnya apa, kn aku nie teda abg, jd d sbbkn member aku 2 lg tua dr aku, jd consider laki dia 2 jd "abg ipar" aku ar...hahahha pa2 pun, diz year mcm2 hal yg dah hapen.. ni pun nda sedar2 nda lm g msk thn br... isk3 cepatnya masa berlalu kn...hehehe
